well today was very productive i dropped off mia at day care with my mom and anneshia for a few hours to go work out. i didn't feel like i was gonna die this time except when i was on the ellipticals for 20 minutes lol. Then i went home took a shower and went to go pick Mia back up cause the bigger kids had planned to go watch a movie at the palace. She immediately came home and took a nap. I decided to stay up and watch the stupidest show on earth Jerry Springer lol when i should have taken a nap with her. I went to go get my massage today at 6pm and it was amazing my head was so full of thoughts the whole time though and usually during massages like the one i got your mind is supposed to be clear and relax, even though the massage felt really good i still could not clear my mind. i was walking home and saw this guy in a cape walking down the street talking to himself. it was so incredibly weird you have no idea. My mind has not totally cleared upp yet but really I have no idea what i am thinking about is the weird thing..?? it just feels like a million things are spinning around in my brain and I can't control it. It's really giving me a head ache but hopefully it will go away when i lay down to go to sleep. It's gonna be weird not having my mom around all weekend long because she is going to Kansas City with the Body by vi people to this big organization and I wish I could have gone but i know I have duties to take care of at home (Mia). my birthday is coming up very soon and I wish I could do something like go to a place to dance or something with friends cause I miss that kind of stuff. I mean obviously I won't drink cause ill be only 20 (like that stopped me back then) but I don't like drinking anymore. I just wanna go out and have fun ad celebrate officially not being a teenager anymore so maybe I can come up with something to do with some people to get out and enjoy still being young cause i deserve it. I think every mother deserves to get out every once in a while to have fun. Anyways tomorrow is just gonna be a laid back day with Mia since mom is leaving at noon maybe if the weather is nice we will go on a walk or something so that i am totally not lazy because I hate being cooped up in the house forever it makes me think to much and plus I am trying to loose this weight. well i am gonna go to sleep I know this blog wasn't to exciting but noot everyones life is as a teen mother with no car and no job lol.
Love yall and God bless you tonight and get some sleep...zzzzzz........ :) <3
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