today was a better day i got up actually at 11am instead of sleeping all day and went to get my hair dyed. the only bad thing was my milk came in today so i have been in pain all day with that situation. I was hesitating on going to wal mart to get my hair dyed but after 3 1/2 hours it turned out amazing!! when mia got home from day care Tim (my step dad) and anneshia and mia and I went to on the border to eat and it was delicious!! even though mia drank 2 ups of strawberry lemonade and soaked through her pants by the end o the meal because of sitting down her diaper was not even that wet!! lol well i listened to the glee version of i will always love you the day before being induced with zoey and i knew fromm that point that song would be dedicated to her because in the song it quotes " i hope life treats you kind and i hope you have all you dreamed of and i wish you joy and happiness but above all things i wish you love!" and thats what i feel for her so that song lifts me up to think of how much love she is getting from so many people and how so many people especially me hope the best for her always and forever. I can't wait to go to church tomorrow and listen to Mark's series and also coming up baby dedication in the next few months because i can dedicate mia to the church and i always thought i was not going to be able to do that. Also i can not wait for my best friend adam to come into town around easter so i can see him cause he always knows how to cheer me up like a best friend is supposed to do and also to start my body by vi challenge on monday! its going to be difficult not to eat the taco bell and fatty foods but i will look much better and feel so much better. Hopefully soon i can get signed up at the Y so i can start working out with my mom but those are things on my list to do. I am really excited though that my mom was nice enough to have a body by vi party at the house onn tuesday so that i can be included! it will be much fun! but i need to get some slep for JC pennys and other things tomorrow so i will post more tomorrow. God bless and much love to all my friends and family being there for me its a hard process but i know i will be okay in the end because i have a daughter that lifts me up everyday and a loving mom and dad that checks on me everyday and listens to me and a second mom and dad (Mark and Kristin) that are amazing to me and have been there through thick and thin through fighting and crying and everything. I really hope that Becky and Justin are doing well i might tet her tomorrow cause i know she is probably thinking how i am doing cause the  last time she saw me i was handing over zoey crying in her arms but its okay cause at least she knew that i wasnt heartless well goodnight all and God bless!

!Taking it day by day!