Today was a lot better than yesterday was.. I got a picture from mmy dad of Zoey and i cried a little bit but i know she is in a good place today out of the hospital and home with her adopted mommy and daddy and big brother and its really comforting to me. I had mia all day today and even though it was hard to chase her around i missed her sooo much!!! i think what keeps me going well i know is Mia and the fact that she is home and safe and have so many people that love her dearly. I got told by my other that this was not a goodbye to Zoey it was an extension to our family and that is so true and amazing! i know everyday will get better and one day i will fid some one that i will want to extend my family with but first i need to get a job again and go to school for Mia to have a great life to know i am finacially stable will be great and comforting. Also i got my body by vi stuff today and really i am excited to start it and loose this weight like my mother is doing. well don't have much to say but i am so greatful that i have so many people in my life that are there and 2 amazing wonderful daughter one that i will love from a far and another that will keep me going even though she drives me crazy sometimes lol. well i am going to bed but hoping that i can clean my room up and bathroom and find out how much it will be to get my hair dyed how i want it for not a million dollars lol.
much love :)
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