You know what i always wondered why i was brought on this earth. God had a purpose for every one of us right? and also why is it so hard to find yourself or are we ever meant to know the true purpose of why? I know it took me a long time to really find out the answers to all these questions. It took me trying to be a scene girl to a wanna be gangster to now just me.. If you are asking what is me I will tell you in simple words. A 19 yr old strong mother who has conquered 1 year and 8 days sober, a teen that had to grow up way to fast and a woman with many dreams that will become a reality someday. God put me on this earth to make all the mistakes I have mad to become this person that I am today and it may sound stupid but i am happy that i mad it through all of it cause i know some the things I have done or witnessed I could not be here right now I could be in jail or worse but God gave me so many chances and guided me through the bumpy path and finally I took the right one for a change. I know that someday i will look back on everything and laugh at how stupid I was i mean I already do but now I know that only good can come out of everything I do now. I kn0ow also that any bumps that come in my way I will know i can tare them down and walk strong. All that i have already accomplished in the last year is going to look so small of what i am going to do in the rest of my life and I know it. Some people might think I am thinking to positive but is that a bad thing? Really? NO i don't think so cause that's a big change for me I never thought I would be were I am now. Sure I don't have a car and my own place and the finest clothes or phone but that's not what i am so happy about and that's not what should be important. What is important and what I am so excited about is my family, God, my friends and the fact that i am still alive and healthy. That is what should be important and that's what make me. I just thought I would share that cause it''s been something I been thinking about for a long time and I finally knew how to put it in to words!
Goodnight and God bless you all!!
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