This is my first post. I decided to start this blog to help me get my feelings out about my life and my feelings emotionally. I am a 19 yr old girl with a almost two year old, yesterday i gave birth to the most amazing blessing Zoey. I decided when i found out when i found out i was pregnant to give her up for adoption and i was strong enough to go through with it. It's the hardest thing i ever had to do and going home from the hospital without a child after that experience i think just hit me the most. I know this is not the last time will ever see her but at least to know she is with someone i know and that will love her almost as much as i do and was able to give her a better life is comforting. I'm not saying it will be easy but it will be a blessing to know she is gonna grow up in a loving home with two parents and a big brother that will protect her and teach her right from wrong. I am proud to say that i did not know i was strong enough to ever make that decision and appreciate everyone that is gonna continue to be there for me through this process and through every bump that life will throw at me in the future. Goodnight everyone and God bless you all!
I Love You sweetie!! And am so very proud of you and all that you have accomplished in the past year! Writing about this will be so helpful for you and others like you!
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ReplyDeleteI'll say it again: you are an amazing woman! Starting a blog was a great idea. I'm not a big writer but I know that when I write my feelings out in my journal it helps to acknowledge them, process them and move on. And don't forget to lean on family and friends. You are not alone in this. We love you and pray for you daily!
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